Tuesday, June 16, 2009

HELLO:D

Sorry to delete the last post tat ii update ytd.


ii m fine now.(ii hope so)

Thinking the whole night,crying the whole night and sleep around 5am+?..asking myself shld ii close down my blog.ii tink ii wun close down barh.for wat ii close down?ii olso never rite bad abt anyone and ii olso never scold anyone in my blog now.ii mean last tym,ii did tat.but yesh,ii learn my lesson abt tat ting.so ii wun close down my blog.ii didn't do anything wrong.for wat ii close down my blog?there are still alot ppl out there want to support me. :)



ii want say somethings over here. :D:D
Well, to tat person who spam my blog n say ii m a ugly bitch rite?
yeap,do ue neo wat is de meaning of bitch?Go check dictionary b4 ue cum scold me.
bitch is mean of black female dog.ii m not black n ii m not a dog too.can't ue use ur eyes n see?
ii tink ue are then de bitch wifout a name.ask ur owner to gif ue a wonderful name dhen cum spam ppl blog.ur parents didn't teach ue tat ue must use ur name n spam ppl blog?even if ue say ii m ugly wifout bangs olso.dhen ue want me cut wat type of hair?ii change alot of hairstyle snice ii had sec skl life.dunch believe?ask my friends or classmates.sec 1,1st day enter skl.my hair lyk -_-''.ii tink only alex rmb.LOL,dhen after tat kana cher caught,ii go cut my hair.dhen my hair turn up to be mushroom.okay,dhen from there,ii kana ppl lauf.ii dunch mind :).dhen slowly,someone walk to me n say straight to me say ii look lyk tomboy.yeah,ii neo ue got guts.ii still rmb tat person name,age n face.yea,ii tink he had 4get it?dhen after tat slowly,my life gone worst during sec 2.still got one ppl shout n say ''joey got breast,ii didn't neo joey got breast.omg''.oh pls,ue hurt me by saying there.it is my skl ppl.it is a boy,ii still rmb his name,face n age.n dhen tat boy bo tai bo ji,push me wen ii walking down de stairs at skl.n ii almost fall from stairs.okay fine fine.ii ask ue something,wat if ii fall?ii olready can't play netball cuz of my bak.n it hurts me too.why ue guys can't understand a gurl feels wen ue all said all tis?and mostly,all those comments cum from it is a guys than those gurls.see,guys are so FUCKING childish._. and ii even walk pass a class wen ii going to toliet to change for PE.de guy go shout ''eeee,pimple face!''.okay okay,dhen de whole class of his lauf at me.ue tink it is nice of being nice to say ppl lyk tat?!and tis tym round,it is a GUY again-.-''.why jealous tat ii grow up faster n have pimple?at this age,have pimple.easy to be okay.if ue old dhen have pimple,dhen it will be hard larh.pls larh,for all this life.ii go where,ppl said me.ue tink ii lyk it merh.or whenver ii go,ppl compare me n amanda.ii not sabo anyone.ii m saying de feelings ii having n hiding inside of me.will ue feel good if ppl compare ue n someone?okay..from alot ppl saying.ii strt to wash my face,take care of myself.even still got pimple.and its got better.dhen slowly,ii wear dress.JUST CUZ II WANT PROVE PPL TAT II M NOT A TOMBOY AND II HAVE BREAST.
ue tink tis all ii do,will ii feel better?
ii want prove ppl tat they are wrong
ii want prove ppl tat ii m pretty.
ii prove ppl by all this,by changing myself into nicer.not by changing by using those fake tings.everything in my body is REAL!!!!
ii m tired.ii m sick of tis olready.
why does everyone have to gang up n say me while ii m alone fighting?
cuz of all this,ii nid go see doc.cuz of those hurt,ii can't take it.
ya,better to ue all.it is great to see me lyk tat.
but ask urself,do ue wish to feel how ii m feeling lyk tis.
ask urself,do ue have a heart which god give ue?
ask urself again,do ue feel good ue go around to do tis?
well..tats is de biggest problem ii m facing.and ii still got alot problems olso.

yea,ii ugly.but even if ue want say comments abt it lyk using some nice words by saying ''mayb bangs dunch suit ue''.lyk tat larh.dhen ii wun cut bangs lorh
and lyk ii can said,ii enter a heartless school.
ii might laufing wen ppl gif me those heartless comments.
but wen ii reach home,ii cry to slp by not tinking of those.sometyms,ii olso can have nitemares.
sumtyms,ii can be hearing things tat ue guys said to me.
sometyms,ii can hurt myself.
ue wun neo all this hurts tat inside of me.
ii m tired.









Okay..ii tink ii stop saying b4 ii strt crying again.cuz my eye swollen + head damn pain olready.

ii olso want say somethings


THANKS TO ELENIA COUSIN,JINGRU AND THOSE ELENIA FRIENDS.


even,ii went out wif elenia's friend one tym only.they yet still not to fail to be there for me and scolding for me :D










but ii want thanks to elenia cousin alot alot alot x3.yea,ue are the great cousin tat ii have along all those cousin.really,all those cousin ii had.ii less tok to them.ii only tok to ue de most.thanks for being there for me,thanks for hearing me saying things out.thanks for supporting me.thanks for alot tings barh.even we are not tat close anymore.but still hope tat ue can cum ah ma house even though ur family tings problem.but ii still hope barh.cousin,ue too.dunch be sad okay.thanks alot cousin!:D



okay,to all of my friends lyk alex and amanda.
alex,thanks for scolding and helping me.
amanda,thanks for scolding one tym only.LOL,ii neo tat ue always have nth to say.but ue still help to scold abit.but still thanks barh :)



To jerlyn,thanks olso.even ue never use ur rl name to tag n scold tat person.but thanks ah!!!ue olso dunch tink so much barh :D



And,still thanks to everyone barh.

yea,ii m saying ii m fine.but inside of me,those tings happened in my life keep flashback.but inside of me,ii have to be strong.

thanks marvin always be there for me wifout fail.yea,dunch worry for me.ue are a great bf=).




And to spammer out there.

nth better to do?cum my blog spam me?get a life man!ue are jealous tat ii have a better looks than ue izzit?(sorry,ii want bhb abit.)dunch jealous.if ue are a gurl,go make up.if ue are a guy,dhen go wear nicer clothes.and ii pity ue lerh.-_-'' wun dare to spam bak again?LOL.spammers,ii haven ban ue.dunch worry,ii wun ban anyone hu spam my blog.ii welcome them.ii just want to let ue neo.ii haven BAN ue,ue still CAN cum n spam WITH ur own NICE NAMES!:D
hum ji le arh?not to spam bak?ii dare ue to spam me larh.ii still wun care abt tis kind of ppl who hide behind de com n scold ppl wifout their NICE NAME.
get a life man!if ue are a gurl tat hu had no life,go geylang to do ur jobs.ii mean de spammer ah.not to every gurls.only to tat SPAMMER.if ue are a guy,ii tink ue better dunch go out n go attract gurls.ii scared tat wen ue fk until half way,ur lj break larh=_=.sorry guys to say such tings.damn angry la!!!ii shld not cry over just cuz of this bunch of childish,no life,hum ji spammer lerh.and guys,dunch care abt them.they just want get attention from my blog.love my blog too much or love me too much?or jealous tat ii have NICER blog than ue tis dog?put down ur name even if ii dunch neo ue.ii wun CLOSE down or CHANGE my url for my blog.ue damn asshole.
dunch get what ii mean,go ASK UR FUCKING PARENTS WHO NEVER TEACH UE FKING MANNERS!>:(
ii dunch mean to play wif ur parents,it is ii too >:( n :( too.
and off from my life!understand wat that pictures trying to say?FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE!UNDERSTAND,TOOPID DOG?!>:(
spammers,if ue want play,play until ue even dare to rite ur REAL NICE NAME.UNDERSTAND BO?!NBCB,UE BETTER DUNCH COME BAK N SPAM LARH.CB!IF UE WANT SPAM,RITE DOWN UR FKING NAME LARH.CCCBBBBBBBB!NOWDAYS SPAMMERS HAVE NO LIFE.GET A LIFE LA,DOG.UR FUCKING PARENTS NEVER TEACH UE TIS KIND OF FUCKING THINGS.CB LARH,II DUNCH WANT SAID LE.LTR MY BLOOD BOIL.LOL.BYE SPAMMER!:D
amanda,rmb tat pic above?LOL.lucky,ii take a pic of tat bagde :).



byebye!:D

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