long post i think =\

HELLO :D

2009 ends here comes 2010!
During 2009 i had learn a lot things.what did i learn?i have learn to cherish people more before i really lost the person forever.
i really wish that 2010 can be better year.
in 2009,i really want to thanks my friends for being there for me

hmm..it had going been to four months you are gone.what you told me before,you told me that i can move on with my life.now i am moving on with my life.are you happy with it?I dont know should i hate you or should let it go?I dont know why must you hurt me so deep.but in other ways,you did a lot things that really touched me.When that time i really broke down into tears,you straight away came down but..well,no point talking about all this already..but whatever it is,thanks for giving me the two years memories and taught me how to love.thanks for waking me up whenever i feel like hurting myself or killing myself.thanks for those listening ear you lend to me whenever i need it.yeah..i know i depend on you too much.when i first lost you,i felt so lost and don't know what to do.really lost..i know you really love me a lot.i know those things you promise me actually you mean of what you saying.like what you promise me to marry me when i am 18years old after my ite and then plan to a lot of things..kind of funny whenever you say all those things to me..thanks for trying very hard to cheer me up whenever i am sad or low.i am sorry that i am not a good girlfriend to you.anyway,you are not a liar or a failure =)

OH YA!
i want to thanks

1. my familys
2. my friends

thanks shakirah for telling me a lot things and being there for me whenever i just sms you and you will came down just to heard my problems.even we are not that close but i still want to thanks you uh :D


thanks to alex,amanda,li ling,ken,miss tay and a lot for being there for me.
thanks alex and ken ton-ing with me at that night things happened.
thans li ling for pei me whenever i need someone to pei me.



friends!i miss those times!!! :( so sorry that i drift apart with you guys.really sorry!i will try my best to spend more times with you guys..



okay,whatever it is.
it has been two month i haven update my blog.
why?cuz i am busy working
yeah,i love my job a lot even though the pay so low but the people over there are friendly and understanding. ;)













hello mr mark,i know you will read my blog =\.thanks for loving me.thanks for everything =).thanks for coming all the way down to my work place just to fetch me home.thanks for sending me home whenever we had an outing.thanks for so caring for me.thanks for being there for me.sometimes,i miss those hugs of yours.thanks for the care bear you bought for me.i really love it a lot.it is nice to have you beside me.


A BIG THANKS TO MY FAMILY!=D


okay,i think thats all.
bye!will try to update often:D